Encore

She tries harder than the average teen, 

an over-achiever with low self-esteem...

Wants to look like a star, but she takes it too far...

She's never good enough.

~

Dinner was swell.

However, I'm feeling a little finicky about the six or so slices of zucchini I had....
I'm really hoping to god that I've still lost weight tomorrow.
I just might cry if I haven't.

The demons within, they call...

I find such solace in his eyes. 

He is the yin to my yang.

He teaches me to be better... 

With him, I want to be better.

I look at my reflection, and all I can see is the spare tire around my waist.

My stomach is a square, unflatteringly swimming in fat.

My thighs are humongous, calves squishy.

I'm itching to be out of my own body.

But I'm so close, I feel it.

The plateaus are killer.

But I'll make it.

This, I know.

I will win.

Indeed.

~

Intake:

1/2 cup scrambled eggs

2 small sausage patties

salad w/ turkey chunks

egg white

7 oz smoked salmon

1 piece broccoli

6 pieces sliced zucchini