Indulgent

116.5

Food should make me happy. 

Right? 

5.4 pounds, and I can pick up where I left off.

And I won't lie- I looked pretty damn decent at 111.

It guilds me, how easy this all is...

Just. Say. No.

It doesn't even require action, just the lack of it.

It takes more energy to eat, than it does to say no, and do nothing.

Eating no carbs is a wonder.

Everytime I crave something sweet, and when it's hard to keep on...

... The next day will be a reward.

On days it's easy to say no, I don't lose much.

But those days I'm practically crying from desire over my refrigerator door...

The rewards from those are truly sweetest.

116.5

Hardly the worst number I've seen in my life.

But, hardly the best.

Weight Loss Progress

Before - 133 lbs

Current - 111 lbs.

Stillness.

119.8

Much has transpired since I last updated my blog.

I am down weight since then, however I hit a low weight of 111 during the summer... Definitely a particular win for me.

But here I am again.

 I lost all the weight through severely cutting back my carbohydrate intake... Which is how I'm conducting my days today. On my first stint of weight loss, I went from 129 to 111. An eighteen pound difference.

It shows.

This morning, after eating horrid for the past week, I weighed in at 119.8

All I could do was praise god I hadn't broken 120.

Today went well, no carbs for me.

So let us see, let us see, let us see...