Impossible

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There's no way.

It's just impossible.

I've binged for a week straight- 

a mind driven out of control from the depths of low carb hell.

If I eat too few carbs, I feel like I'm dying.

If I eat too many, I feel like I'm dying, and I want to kill myself.

Is there anyway to win?

I measured my weight at the end of the day, after a full day of binging...

I know at least four pounds is water weight-

but gaining 11 pounds in a week?

That's fucking insane.

I must be trying to fuck myself over.

So it looks like I have to do some damage control.

1400 calories a day.

I can do that, no problem.

Let's stabilize this weight a little bit....

Eleven pounds...

Fucking kill me.