Friday, October 21, 2011



There's no way.
It's just impossible.
I've binged for a week straight- 
a mind driven out of control from the depths of low carb hell.
If I eat too few carbs, I feel like I'm dying.
If I eat too many, I feel like I'm dying, and I want to kill myself.
Is there anyway to win?

I measured my weight at the end of the day, after a full day of binging...
I know at least four pounds is water weight-
but gaining 11 pounds in a week?
That's fucking insane.

I must be trying to fuck myself over.

So it looks like I have to do some damage control.
1400 calories a day.
I can do that, no problem.

Let's stabilize this weight a little bit....

Eleven pounds...
Fucking kill me.

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