Tonight

Tonight, I am sincerely going to bed hungry.

Normally, I've eaten enough protein that this isn't an issue-

but tonight, that is not the case.

My stomach is rumbling, and I love it.

Granted, this will affect my BMR in the long run, and how many calories I burn on a day to day basis...

But fuck it.
I need to be thinner tomorrow.

This .2 lb difference thing is fucking killing me.

Though perhaps, if i could shit, that wouldn't be such a problem...

Ugh.

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Ten.

That's how many laxatives I've taken today.

Ten.

I do believe, I'm dumb as fuck.