Shine

Plateau 

Don't you know dear? 

You're your own worst enemy.

~

Hit a plateau today.

I feel like tearing my hair out.Plateau

However, I am down .2 lbs...

Which is a small victory, but a victory nonetheless.

I haven't gone to the bathroom in three days....

Which is probably contributing to my lack of weight loss, scale wise.

I feel thinner... I just wish I could shit. 

(How ladylike, I know...)

~

I engorged myself on laxatives this morning.

Six little tablets.

There is a very good chance I may die.

(What a great day for sarcasm.)

~

Sometimes, I get antsy.

I want results, now.

Asap isn't soon enough.

But alas, I must bide my time...

A little good everywhere, will get me somewhere.

And this is what I have to believe.